Signposts 
	and Junctions      
	
(for Mark and Nat on 9/2/12, in honor of their planned Carrigain ascent)
As I look back over the eighteen years that I spent hiking and exploring 
	in the White Mountains of New Hampshire, I can remember climbing Mt 
	Carrigain a total of six times. When I say, “I can remember”, I’m not being 
	facetious; I recently came across some photos of myself on a summit and I 
	cannot remember the trip, that hike has receded into the collective memory 
	of hikes taken over the years to the many summits that I climbed multiple 
	times. On three ascents of Mt Carrigain, I was alone and made the hike up 
	and down as a day trip, and on the three others, I had a companion and 
	camped at the summit. It is the story behind these three trips, the ascents 
	made with companions that I relate today in this story.
	
	My first ascent of Mt Carrigain was a climb that I made with my dog in May 
	of 1976. The 4680’ mountain is considered by many to have the finest view in 
	the White Mountains. I was beginning a week of vacation and I had a tent 
	pitched in a car-camp on the east side of the Kancamaugus Highway. I planned 
	to hike in the southern area of the White Mountains and also wanted to spend 
	one night in the old fire tower on top of Mt Carrigain. After making camp on 
	the first morning, I drove over the Bear Notch Road to rte 302 and made a 
	left turn towards Crawford Notch. The summit of Carrigain was visible from 
	the road at a spot where rte 302 began to swing toward the north; I saw it 
	clearly, the tower was still there! The trip was on.
	
	The next morning was cool and gray, yet I was anxious to head for Carrigain. 
	I packed my backpack and secured the campsite before driving over the Bear 
	Notch road once again and joining rte 302 in Bartlett. A few miles northwest 
	of the town, I took a left turn onto the dirt track of the Sawyer River Road 
	and followed it in for two miles to the Signal Ridge Trail parking area, a 
	small dirt lot located to the right of the road. I put my boots on as my 
	dog, Niz the Weimaraner (yes, same name as me, but that is another story), 
	ran around the forest taking in the new smells, excited at what he knew was 
	coming.
	
	We started out from the car and quickly came to Whiteface Brook. The brook 
	ran high and cold in the snowmelt of May, so I removed my boots and socks 
	and carried them across the stream as I walked through the cold water 
	barefoot; Niz pranced through the brook drinking his fill. Donning my 
	footgear once again, I continued up the trail. We reached a trail junction 
	in about an hour. From here, the Carrigain Notch Trail diverged on the right 
	and headed north for Carrigain Notch and the Pemigewasset Wilderness. We 
	continued on the Signal Ridge Trail, and this route steepened noticeably as 
	we gained altitude on the flank of the mountain.
	
	I labored up the long ridge feeling the weight of my backpack and paying the 
	price over my lack of good conditioning. Niz began to slow down as well. The 
	trail ahead was steep and unrelenting. I put my head down and plodded 
	forward, the hours disappearing in the effort. High up on the ridge the 
	trail became less steep, and I began curl through a section of smaller 
	trees. The weather was now dark and threatening, something I hadn’t noticed 
	down on the trail in the woods.
	
	In a magic moment, I came up to the open portion of the trail that crossed 
	over the magnificent bare crest of Signal Ridge. The ridge fell way to the 
	right. The wind was howling and the air was thick with swirling clouds and 
	fog, gray and very wet, that came curling up over the ridge from below directly into my face. Niz’s ears stood straight out behind his head 
	in the wind. I could not see the summit, yet I knew it was still high above 
	us and beyond the crest of the ridge. It was a wild and invigorating moment, 
	and I was excited just to stand there and take it all in, to feel the wind 
	as it blasted against my body.
	
	Niz began to growl and moved over to the scrub that covered the ridge to the 
	left. I saw something move, but the blowing cloud and fog left me confused 
	and unsure. Niz had a low growl going and pointed at something lurking there 
	in the dwarf trees.
	
	From the trees, a voice shouted out to me through the wind, “Hey, call your 
	dog! I’m trying to get a bird.”
	
	I wasn’t sure if I heard that right or not, but I called Niz over to my side 
	and continued up the trail through the wind and fog toward the shelter of 
	the fire tower. After a steep final ascent, the steel structure of the tower 
	came into view and I sent Niz up the steps and followed close behind.
	
	The shelter of the tower was about thirty feet off the ground, and it sat on 
	its steel perch surrounded by a walkway and railing. I let us in the door 
	and found another hiker laid out on his bag smiling up at me. We said hello, 
	and he made friends with Niz. I saw a second bag stretched out on the floor 
	and I told him I had come across his friend out on the ridge. Just then, the 
	door opened and in walked the other hiker clutching a dead quail his hand. 
	So I had heard him correctly back down in the wind of the ridge. The sight 
	and smell of the dead bird set Niz off in a frenzy; he started barking and 
	jumped up on the man with the bird. I pulled him back and got him calmed 
	down, and then let the other hiker make friends with Niz, who kept a 
	watchful eye on the dead bird the entire time.
	
	That night, as the wind and storm slashed at the windows of the shelter, we 
	prepared dinner in the warm candle light of the interior. The hunter cleaned 
	and gutted the bird and boiled it up in a pot. When it was cooked, we 
	removed the bones and added whatever we had to the pot. I contributed some 
	brandy and a can of chicken in juice and they threw in vegetables and rice. 
	I poured some chicken juice on my dog’s dry food and put the rest of the 
	liquid in the pot. Later, we feasted on the hot wild game soup and served it 
	with toasted bread and butter, and followed that with a large pot of 
	macaroni and cheese with tuna fish added to the mix. I shared my brandy, and 
	they shared their wine. It was a memorable and satisfying dinner.
	
	The storm blew by the tower right at dawn, and we watched the clouds depart 
	the summit and fly away towards the southeast. The view was spectacular, and 
	we ambled about the walkway, talking about the mountain scenery about us and 
	enjoying the view from every vantage point. After another coffee, my two new 
	friends packed up and departed. I watched them cross Signal Ridge and pause 
	at the crest in the bright sun of morning. They added a human element and 
	scale to the fastness of the mountains that surrounded me. They waved a last 
	goodbye from far below on the ridge, and disappeared into the scrub beyond.
	
	As I readied my pack for the hike out, I noticed some words carved into the 
	wood below a window inside the tower.
	
	The words said, “Sean and Lisa came back to life here. 8/10/73”
	
	Yes, I thought, I can believe that. I dug out a pen and, on that morning of 
	May 15, 1976, I copied those words into my 1972 AMC White Mountain Guide, 
	where they still can be read today.
	
	The next trip in the trilogy dates from the early to mid 1980’s, and I made 
	that ascent with my friend, Bob Herman. I drove up to his home in Jaffrey 
	Center, New Hampshire, and we left his house at noon on a Thursday and drove 
	to the Kancamaugus Highway where we made our camp in a car campground on the 
	eastern side of the mountains. Early Friday, we set out with our overnight 
	packs and headed up the Signal Ridge Trail towards the summit of Mt 
	Carrigain.
	
	The fire tower had been removed years ago and a raised platform was erected 
	on the summit in its stead. The platform allowed hikers to appreciate the 
	incredible views that would not be available from the wooded summit.
	
	Bob was using an old Boy Scout knapsack that trip, the kind with the 
	unpadded shoulder straps. These quickly became bothersome, but anything can 
	be endured for one night, so we pressed on. Two words were written on the 
	side of the pack in black magic marker, “Von Vide”. This was an old scout 
	joke that made fun of the way a scout leader sounded when he would ask, 
	“Want a ride?” Early on in the hike, Bob picked up a little snake with a 
	yellow ring around the body behind the head, and it pissed a foul-smelling 
	discharge onto his hand, a smell Bob could not remove until he had taken a 
	shower later at home.
	
	Finally, we gained the summit of Signal Ridge and took a break. We could see 
	the summit and the platform above us to the west. Although the sky was gray, 
	the ceiling was high and we had extended views of the mountains surrounding 
	us. We stared down the slope of Signal Ridge, and glanced over towards 
	Carrigain Notch. Our plan was to hike down the Desolation Trail first thing 
	the next morning, and hike through Carrigain Notch on our way back to the 
	car.
	
	We continued to the summit and set up our tent. We cooked and savored a 
	large dinner and watched darkness come on as we enjoyed drinks and cigars up 
	on the raised viewpoint. In deference to the dampness, we slept in the tent 
	instead of stretching our sleeping bags out on the exposed wood of the 
	platform.
	
	The morning came gray and damp. We used the end of the water to make two 
	large black coffees with my portable dripper. We had a quick breakfast of 
	trail snacks and broke camp. We decided to make hot oatmeal and more coffee 
	at Camp 20 far below, the next location with reliable water.
	
	The descent began on the Desolation Trail. High up on the mountain the trail 
	is very steep. We continued down the steep and rocky trail as it made its 
	way down through roots and stones. Eventually, the steepness abated and we 
	set off on several long switchbacks that took us down a ridge on the lower 
	flank of the mountain. A group of younger boys and girls, along with their 
	leaders, were struggling up this part of the trail toward us, their 
	backpacks looming above their shoulders.
	
	As we met on the trail I said, “Enjoy the horizontal while you got it.”
	
	“Oh, man, you’re not serious, are you?” said one, huffing with the exertion.
	
	“Yeah, don’t tell us that,” said another.
	
	“Fine,” said Bob. “It’s easy goin’ up there.”
	
	They took the opportunity to rest and stepped off of the trail to let us 
	pass by. We continued down the trail to the brook and stopped at the old 
	lumbering site called Camp 20, where we shed our packs and enjoyed hot 
	breakfast and more coffee. Afterwards, we resumed our hike and stopped to 
	savor the view as we looked up at Signal Ridge from below, then continued on 
	through the wild heart of Carrigain Notch. Soon we were back at the car and 
	headed back to Bob’s home in the south.
	
	What a fine weekend, lived and enjoyed to the fullest. Bob told me later 
	that after I had left his house back in Jaffrey Center, he doused the old 
	canvas pack with gasoline and burned it in the driveway until the only 
	things that remained were the brass fittings. That knapsack, a pack that had 
	caused him such pain and distress during the hike, would not torture anyone 
	again.
	
	The third story revolves around a trip I made with my friend, Steve Barton, 
	in the summer of 1987. He wanted to climb Mt Carrigain and experience the 
	famed view for himself, and he wanted me to join him on the hike. We didn’t 
	have much free time, so we arranged to make the trip on a holiday weekend 
	soon after the summer solstice. Steve would drive up from Connecticut on 
	Friday night and meet me at Sue’s house in Concord, New Hampshire. From 
	there, we would leave early Saturday morning and drive to the trailhead, and 
	then follow the Signal Ridge Trail on our hike up to the summit. After 
	spending one night on the peak, we planned to return the next day to Sue’s 
	house, and Steve would then drive back to Connecticut.
	
	That Saturday found me climbing up the Signal Ridge Trail once again, this 
	time on a bright summer day. The air was clean and pure, there was little 
	humidity and the visibility was incredible. Reaching the summit, I erected 
	the tent, but because the air was so dry, Steve chose to throw his pad and 
	bag down up on the wooden floor of the platform. Other campers were around, 
	but basically, we had the summit to ourselves on a perfect night.
	
	After dinner, we enjoyed port and cigars on the platform. The sun set in the 
	west and I found myself mesmerized by a backlit distant mountain, its 
	ridgeline crystal clear as it stood black and silhouetted against the unseen 
	distant sun. I thought it was Mt Mansfield in Vermont, but I wasn’t sure.
	
	The light on the far horizon diminished as the earth turned and the sun 
	retreated in the west, but a slim aura of light remained visible, and the 
	light traveled north up the horizon to the west of me and moved toward due 
	north as it grew ever more dim. Around 1:00am, it was totally dark out on 
	the horizon. Less than an hour and a half later, I could make out the 
	smallest change to the light on the horizon just to the east of due north. I 
	watched this dim change in light slowly grow in intensity as it moved south 
	along the eastern horizon, finally ending in a spectacular dawn.
	
	What an incredible experience. I had seen unbelievable sunsets before, and I 
	once had landed in Anchorage, Alaska, after midnight when the summer sun was 
	still above the horizon. But for the first time, there on the summit of Mt 
	Carrigain, I actually experienced the movement of standing on the globe 
	called earth, as it rotated around its axis with the planet tilted towards 
	the sun as it does during summer in the northern hemisphere. The last and 
	first light of the day was very dim to be sure, but true darkness was so 
	short that I felt awed and privileged by the display. Steve and I left the 
	peak later that morning, and after descending the same trail, we returned to 
	Sue’s house in Concord.
	
	That was the last time I stood upon the summit of Mt Carrigain. My old dog, 
	Niz, has been dead for more than twenty years. Bob now lives in Colorado, 
	and Steve calls San Diego home. Yet I remember the mountain and those trips 
	to the summit of Carrigain with a crystal kind of clarity, a type of clarity 
	usually reserved for distant mountains backlit in the setting summer sun.
	
	
	Laudizen King
July 2008