Signposts 
	and Junctions      
	For over five years, I called the Queen City home. I lived on Mammoth Road in Hookset, 
	(just over the town line from Manchester, New Hampshire) from August 
	of 1985 through December of 1990, and worked for a company situated in 
	Manchester. I was recently searching the internet on the Queen City and was 
	struck by the fact that the Manchester of today seems about as dreary as the 
	Manchester that I remember living and working in during those years. Oh yes, 
	Velcro was developed there, along with Habitant Pea Soup. Yawn.
	
	 
	Even though the area touts its many schools and colleges, there doesn’t seem 
	to be any grace, ‘soul’, or spirit to the area, unless of course you are a 
	conservative pundit, white, and established. In my eyes, New Hampshire seems 
	a place that you move to, buy property, and live after you have made your 
	mark, and it is not a land of opportunity. When I lived there, much of the 
	population of southern New Hampshire worked in Massachusetts. 
	 
	I don’t recall anything proud or decent about the local paper, the Union 
	Leader, or its matriarch, ‘Nackey’ Loeb. The only thing I recall the 
	Manchester area actually being proud of in those days was the fact that the 
	state continued in its dogged refusal to acknowledge Martin Luther King’s 
	birthday as a holiday. The state finally acquiesced in 1999 when it became 
	the last state to do so, sixteen years after the legislation was passed by 
	Congress and Ronald Reagan had signed it into law. 
	 
	In those years I worked for AIG (American International Group), the 
	corporate insurance conglomerate headquartered in New York City. AIG 
	maintained a data processing development center in Manchester, for tax 
	reasons I imagine. We were located on the west side of the river in an 
	innocuous modern brick building, and there was a large contingent of 
	consultants from Great Britain working there as well. Working with, and 
	getting to know them, was one of the highlights of my time there. 
	 
	Even though the presidential primary season in Manchester was stultifying 
	and tedious, there were riotous moments as well. Some of my co-workers would 
	volunteer in one capacity or another during the weekends in primary season, 
	and we would listen to them swap stories at work on Monday about their 
	hobnobbing with the political elite. One morning there was a general 
	assembly gathered in the break-room in preparation for a message that was 
	forthcoming from our COO. One young woman, who dabbled in political 
	activism, was asked what she had been up to over the weekend, and she 
	proudly announced to the collected gathering, “I drove the head of Bob 
	Dole’s staff!” After a pregnant pause, the entire room erupted into 
	laughter.
	 
	There are two reasons why I enjoyed those years in Manchester, the people 
	and the land. I met some wonderful people in the years I called Manchester 
	home, people who were loving and kind, and I remain close friends with some. 
	Together, we enjoyed the mountains, lakes, and winter countryside. The land 
	itself was glorious, from the rolling hills of southern New Hampshire to the 
	mountains of the north; I enjoyed and loved it all. Hiking, camping, 
	snowshoeing, motorcycling, swimming, and canoeing, the Granite State is 
	certainly a place where a person can relax and have fun in the great 
	outdoors. Anyone who has read my stories is familiar with my love for the 
	White Mountains of New Hampshire. During those years, the enduring image of 
	New Hampshire, the great stone face of the old man of the mountain, still 
	gazed out at the state from his perch located on the side of Cannon 
	Mountain, high above Franconia Notch. 
	 
	I endured my share of hardships during those years in Manchester. I 
	developed a back problem that led to major surgery and a year out of work, 
	and I amassed a mountain of debt keeping the apartment going and paying the 
	bills. That was a trying time and I had my share of dark days during that 
	year. Yet I got by with the help and support of so many friends, friends who 
	put a smile on my face when I needed it most. Prior to my surgery, Brock 
	Anderson and Helen Jalbert threw a party for me and invited some friends to 
	spend the night at their farmhouse in Warner. They made a roast turkey with 
	stuffing and all the fixings, and after dinner we all drank too much and 
	wore stupid hats and sang songs from ‘West Side Story’ and other Broadway 
	shows. After surgery, I lived with my friend Suzanne Cashman for several 
	weeks, and she got me through a time when I was depressed, vulnerable, and fragile.
	 
	I can remember a few favorite places after these many years. There were the 
	lamb specials at the Athens Restaurant, and the Easter kielbasa from 
	Golomb’s Market. We went to Happy Hour at the BTC, or Boston Trading 
	Company. The owner John was an active guy, and he would sponsor golf 
	tournaments and fishing trips. The Merrimack River flowed through the town 
	and once powered the mills that sit high above its banks. It is a beautiful 
	thing, the river, and I enjoyed many a lunch along its banks watching the 
	water flow south towards the sea.
	 
	The music scene was great, from local groups at small cafes to the big acts 
	that would occasionally roll into town. There was a small area on the 
	Merrimack River called Riverfront Park that hosted concerts during those 
	years. It was a hot place in the summer, what with the heat of the asphalt 
	and the brick buildings all around, and it was located below the old Notre 
	Dame Bridge (if I recall the name correctly), a bridge that sported a 
	beautiful green steel arch on either side of the roadway. In 1986, the Moody 
	Blues played a great concert at Riverfront in support of their new album, 
	and one of my favorite bands from that era, the Fixx, was the opening act.
	
 
	Neil Young played a gig at Riverfront in ’87, and he did the first half of 
	the concert as a solo acoustic show. The first song was a quiet haunting 
	version of ‘Hey hey, my my’, and the last song was a full volume 
	electric-romp version of the same song played by Neil and his band, Crazy 
	Horse. One of the highlights of that show, on a beautiful summer night by 
	the Merrimack, was a memorable rendition of ‘Down by the River’.
 
	In 1988, I saw David Lee Roth perform with his band, a group that featured Steve Vai on 
	guitars. That show was a rocking-good concert that included some wonderful 
	moments, such as when a dozen or so high school girls, three or four 
	cheerleaders per squad from the local schools, appeared on stage in their 
	school’s cheerleader outfits to form a kind of high-kicking chorus line 
	while Roth sang ‘California Girls’. It was beautiful and sexy, the girls were 
	flaunting it and the crowd went wild; I smile to this day every time 
	the memory of that night comes around.
	 
	In December of 1990, I left New Hampshire for the West and a new start in 
	California. There were storm clouds on the horizon for my friends and 
	co-workers at AIG in Manchester. AIG was one of the first corporations to 
	abuse the H-1B visa program by firing its homegrown Information Technology 
	staff and replacing them with cheaper foreign workers, even though AIG’s 
	profits were soaring. In a few years, it was all over for the little 
	development center in Manchester, and everyone was let go. One of my last 
	managers at AIG, Linda Kilcrease, testified before Congress about what was 
	happening at AIG and at other companies, but her warnings, which were 
	salient and prescient, were basically ignored. She stands out in my mind as 
	the first person who publicly voiced her outrage over outsourcing and 
	offshore IT staffs and worked tirelessly to do something about it; in that regard she was way ahead of her time. Over the 
	years, the assault on the middleclass continued. Now we have major data 
	centers in India supporting companies in the United States while the CEOs of 
	these bastions of capitalism continue to pocket obscene amounts of 
	compensation.
	 
	Now I live in California and look back on my years in New Hampshire with 
	fondness and gratitude. I remember warmly the friends I made in those years, 
	and the things I experienced. In addition, I am grateful to have endured 
	dark times and gotten on with my life as best I could, although I am glad 
	that I chose to move on. I hope that my stated observation above is wrong, 
	that the Manchester of today is a vibrant 
	place, and that it offers its young residents the kind of opportunities they 
	require in order to make their lives full. If Manchester is a dreary mill 
	city, then others will need to move on as well. As far as my career is concerned, the 
	assault on those that work in the field of Information Technology continues, 
	and I am glad that my working days in IT are drawing to an end.  
	 
	Today, almost twenty years on, I remember Manchester warmly. I have 
	forgotten most of the pain, and wish 
	everyone in the Queen City all the best. 
	 
	 
	Los Angeles, California
	June 2008