Signposts
and Junctions
In late March of 1971 my unit at Ft. Bragg, the 14th Military
Intelligence Battalion, was notified that the battalion would provide
personnel who would perform “burial detail service” for the month of May
anywhere within the state of North Carolina. Army, Army Reserve and National
Guard units that had a presence in North Carolina rotated this detail on a
monthly basis. The Commanding Officer of the battalion quickly delegated the
responsibility for this detail to Company A, and the commanding officer of Company A
promptly delegated the responsibility for selecting and training the members
of this detail to the highest ranking enlisted man, a Master Sergeant also
called the Company Top Sergeant, or ‘Top’ for short.
Top gave us all the word about the upcoming detail one day as we stood in
our morning formation. The detail was to be a two-month assignment for two
teams: during April, we would form teams and practice the various roles, and
in May, we would be on call to perform our service anywhere in the state as
requested by the Army authorities. One team would be the pallbearers and
would fold the flag that was on the coffin. The other team would be the
seven honor guards who would fire a three-volley twenty one-gun salute. The
detail would also have the services of a bugler, and he would play ‘Taps’
during the services. One officer and a senior NCO would accompany the teams.
When you were not on the detail, you reported to your normal workstation,
there would be no free time off for serving. If you wanted to volunteer, you
could talk to him about it. If not enough people came forward to offer their
services, he would pick “volunteers” next week.
During this period, the television news broadcasts constantly showed the
flag draped coffins of Vietnam War dead arriving at Dover AFB. At the time,
almost every junior NCO in Company A was a Vietnam veteran and planned to
serve here at Fort Bragg only until their tour of duty ended. Some soldiers
were dismayed at the prospect of interacting with grieving families and
attending funerals of soldiers killed in battle. Many had their own war
experiences fresh in their minds. We talked amongst ourselves and wondered
why they were not delegating this to professional or all volunteer honor
guard units, such as served at Arlington.
Top didn’t care much for the soldiers, like me, who came back from overseas
with the rank of E5, i.e. Specialist 5th Class or Sergeant, because that
meant that we were not eligible for the lower rank details such as cleaning
pots and pans or mopping up in the mess hall during KP. Our normal details
assignments were Charge of Quarters or motor pool guard duty. Charge of
Quarters (or CQ) meant that you spent the night on duty incase there was an
emergency of any kind that needed attention outside of normal work hours.
This meant that you called out for help if something happened at the company
during the night; if an emergency call came in you would call and inform the
Top or the CO and ask what they wanted done. If you were a motor pool guard,
they put you into the guard shack with .45 pistol and two rounds of
ammunition. I always thought that the reason for this was that in case you
missed yourself with the first round you might be able to finish the job
with the second. These nighttime duties were not too bad, you got the next
day off when you were relieved in the morning.
Assigning “volunteers” to details was one tactic the Army used to maintain
quiet and keep the complaining to a minimum. Write to your congressional
representative about the conditions you were experiencing and you could
guarantee that you had a personal reservation on every extra duty detail
that came down the pike. Complain too much about anything, and you would
find yourself “volunteering” for some detail very soon. This was especially
true if you chose to voice your opinion in front of the fresh faced new
recruits. Top wanted the new privates to look up to E5s and respect them,
not listen to them disparage Army life in general and yearn for the day they
got out. It all boiled down to this: if you were going to get out of the
Army when your obligation was up you needed to keep your mouth shut.
Next week came sure enough and it was time for volunteers. We lined up for
our usual morning formation and, just as I knew I would be, Top selected me
for this detail. Top selected my friend Bill as well, another one of his
favorite malcontents. Soon we had our sixteen “volunteers”.
We had our first meeting later that day. The senior NCO was a Staff Sergeant
from another company in the battalion. He was a lifer and had been in about
seven years, but he had done two tours overseas and was ‘down’ with the
younger soldiers. As long as you did what he said and didn’t mess with him,
or cause him grief from above, you could pretty much be your own person. He
didn’t go out of his way to make life miserable for you like some lifers
did; he was a good honest guy and I liked him. We called him Sarge.
Sarge went over what the next two months would be like. We would form our
two teams and we would practice twice a week. If he felt we weren’t looking
professional enough we would increase the practice time as the actual month
of the detail approached. We would wear our Class A dress uniforms when we
went out to an actual service. The Army provided everyone on the detail with
uniform dry cleaning and pressing at no cost during the month. We would
travel in large Army station wagons driven by someone from a transportation
unit. Though we were to have two different teams, everyone trained to
perform both roles. We had seven for the rifle salute, six for pallbearer
duty and flag folding, and three alternates in case of family or medical
emergency. There had better not be anyone taking any sick call. The rifle
team would use M-14 rifles instead of the M-16; the M-14 fired a larger
blank round and tended to jam less as the rifle ejected the spent casing and
loaded the next for firing. Those firing the rifles would wear white gloves.
Now it was time to form the teams and practice. The prospect of carrying
coffins in and out of churches and performing ceremonies at the graveside
did not really appeal to me so I volunteered to be on the honor guard that
would fire the three-volley salute. Sarge accepted this with a nod. My
friend Bill was a pallbearer and flag folder. We practiced in an auditorium
for several weeks. We had a wooden tabletop that was about the size of a
coffin and someone had fastened handles to it. We used M-14 rifles but did
not fire any blank rounds inside. We all learned how to handle a coffin,
fold the flag, and fire the salute. After the church service, the flag
draped coffin would be placed on a bier by the graveside, and then the
twenty one-gun salute was, and the playing of ‘Taps’ followed this. When the
playing of ‘Taps’ was completed, the team folded the flag and presented it
to Sarge. He would then hand the flag to the presiding officer for
presentation to the next of kin. Following this, we would march as
unobtrusively as possible back to the vehicles and depart.
In the last week of April, we did two complete walkthroughs with dress
uniform, white gloves, and blank rounds in the weapons. The month of
practice and preparation was over. For better or for worse the month of our
obligation arrived and we were now on call for military burial detail
throughout the entire state of North Carolina. The next time we went through
our drill it would be “live”, no one knew what was coming, and none of us
could have guessed.
During the month of May, we performed our ritual at eight funerals, but
never at a funeral for a soldier recently killed in action. We performed at
the burials of old veterans who had passed away and requested a military
funeral, the right of almost every veteran. Any active duty soldier or
veteran, other than those with a dishonorable discharge, can request a
burial with military honors, and our detail would serve to fulfill the
request of those deceased veterans who had served in the US Army and lived
in North Carolina when they died. One irony was that the pallbearers never
performed pallbearer duty because friends and family performed that
function. After making one trip just to fold the flag, the Army decided that
those of us who fired the three volley-salute would also fold the flag; it
would require one less vehicle and save on traveling costs.
There was one funeral in particular that stands out in my mind. That day we
went to perform our services at a late afternoon burial up in the foothills
of the Great Smoky Mountains. The drivers had detailed maps of the entire
state, and they needed them. North Carolina is a long state and it takes
some time to traverse its length. We left early in the morning for the
western part of the state; we would need plenty of time to find the place
and then prepare for the services. We had the address of the church and we
knew about where it was located. The official word said that “further
information will be provided” and we followed directions until we reached a
small intersection of country roads deep in the rural fastness of the hills.
We found the intersection and pulled over on a flat stretch of gravel by the
side of the road. Soon after our arrival, a car appeared and pulled up to a
stop behind our two vehicles. An elderly black gentleman in a black suit got
out of the car and walked up to the first vehicle. After verifying that we
were indeed the people he had been expecting he pointed at a small dirt road
beyond the intersection and told us to drive up that lane until we met
another gentleman.
We headed up the small road with the verdant spring thick about us. We
traveled at a slower pace while raising a lot of dust. As we approached the
required distance, we had all eyes peering down through the tunnel of
overhanging tree limbs that framed the road. A parked car sat by the side of
a small dirt lane ahead of us on the right. A tall figure of a black man
appeared and he stepped out to the road. We slowed to a crawl and approached
him; without a word, he pointed down the narrow dirt lane leading into the
woods. We turned and slowly drove the large and loaded vehicles down through
the trees. In a hundred yards, we came to a large open area surrounded by a
thin hardwood forest interspersed with pines. On the left sat a small white
church building on top of which was a short steeple topped with a cross. In
front of the church were an old black hearse and a couple of black sedans.
On the side of the church was a large dirt parking area. Beyond the parking
area and running off to the woods was a field of grass about a foot high. We
parked in the lot at the corner farthest away from the church. The officer
went to talk with the gentleman who now approached us from the church. We
got out and stretched our legs as we proceeded to put our gear together: we
put blank rounds in the magazines, adjusted the fittings on the end of the
rifles to facilitate the use and firing of blanks, and put on our uniform
jackets and hats along with the white gloves.
The officer came back to the cars and talked to Sarge as he pointed to a
dirt mound about a hundred feet away sitting in the field. As the scheduled
time approached, we followed Sarge down a path in the grass and walked past
a freshly dug grave in the field. Several rows of folding chairs sat lined
up on one side of the grave; beside them was a pile of dirt from the
excavation. Across the grave sat a wooden stand. Sarge looked around and
then brought us through the grass to a place about forty feet away. As I
walked, I could see small old gravestones sitting on the land in the grass.
We formed a line and stood at ease with our weapons at our side. The trumpet
player went off by himself to disappear behind some foliage in the tree line
behind us.
Cars started arriving and the lot became filled. Old black men and women
emerged from the cars and went inside the church. Two or three younger
couples with children also appeared. Some stopped and gazed out at the field
where we all stood in a line, and at the mound of dirt that marked where the
grave was. In a while, I heard the sound of preaching and organ music coming
from the church; wafting out to where we stood at ease in the late afternoon
sun as butterflies and insects frolicked in the grass of the field. Gospel
hymns now came wafting out on the air. More preaching and music followed.
Eventually the hall became quiet and the front doors opened. Sarge brought
us to attention. A flag covered casket was slowly borne down the steps,
carried across the field, and lifted into place on a wooden bier. Grieving
family members sat in the chairs as friends and acquaintances stood behind
them and around the end of the grave. The officer stood at one end of the
grave close to the casket. We stood erect as Sarge gave us the command to
stand “at attention”. In the warm pure air of the afternoon, the preacher
made a few more remarks.
At a command from Sarge, we brought our weapons up to port arms and formed
up for the salute. Sarge crisply gave the commands: ready, aim, fire. We did
this three times. The melancholy sound of ‘Taps’ came out to the grave from
behind us. You could almost hear a gasp, none of the mourners had seen the
bugler take his trumpet and make his way to the tree line behind us. No one
spoke as he played, some cried quietly.
After ‘Taps’ was played the preacher said a few more words, and then nodded
to Sarge. He gave us a quiet order and we stacked our weapons in front of us
into two stacks, butt plates on the ground and each supported by the barrel
of the gun next to it. He then brought us to attention marched six of us
through the grass to where the casket stood on the bier, and we formed up
with three of us on each side. There was an old smell to flag and casket
that reminded me of my grandmother’s house when I was a child. We went
through the ritual of folding the flag. I felt strange sad eyes looking at
me as I stood there folding the flag in the grass of a field, standing by
the side of the open grave of an old black veteran near the mountains of
North Carolina. I looked down at my shined shoes there in the grass and
dirt. We finished folding the flag and gave it to Sarge. He tucked the flag
and
pulled it tighter, then turned to where the officer stood and presented the
flag to him. Sarge marched us back to where one soldier stood by the stacked
weapons as the officer could be heard presenting the flag to the next of kin
as a token of gratitude from a grateful nation.
We unstacked our weapons and formed up once more. Sarge brought us to
“shoulder arms” and we marched slowly through the field and back to the
green vehicles and waiting drivers parked on the far side of the church. As
we milled about the cars, the detail officer joined us from the graveside.
“Well, that was different,” he said. “Good job, everyone. Thanks, Sarge.
Everything went well.”
“Thank you, sir,” replied Sarge.
“Now let’s go home,” the officer said. “It’s been a long day and it’ll be
late by the time we get back to Bragg. We’ll grab something to eat along the
way”
We checked the magazines for unfired blanks, stored our weapons, and took
off our jackets, hats and gloves. I took one last look back at the people in
the field sitting and standing solemnly by the side of the grave, the
shadows growing longer in the late afternoon. We loaded ourselves into the
vehicles and the drivers soon had us heading east towards Fayetteville.
Later, we stopped at a small stand for hamburgers and a coke before
continuing on our way. It was a long ride back to Fort Bragg, and I couldn’t
seem to sleep. I was twenty-one years old and I mused about my own death,
where and when it might be, and wondered who would be there to stand at my
graveside, if indeed there was one. I realized that a flag draped coffin is
not always about the tragic death of a young soldier with a grieving widow
standing at the graveside. It often marks the end of forgotten old soldiers
quietly laid to rest in remote fields on quiet spring days or frigid winter
mornings, some with no family or friends to remember them or their passing.
If there is a military funeral, at least someone will be there to mark a
soldier's final journey.
Today is Memorial Day in the year 2008. Veterans march in parades, and
children place small flags next to gravestones in cemeteries throughout the
Central Valley of California. Just like every Memorial Day, my thoughts
drift back to a sun-drenched spring afternoon as I stood in a field in North
Carolina and listened to the mournful voices of the old black congregation
as they grieved over the passing of one of their own. A strange disquiet
entered into my soul as a relic of my participation in the events of that
long ago afternoon. Through that day, I remain connected to a far more
distant past, a past marked by the trappings of a timeless military
tradition. The memories of that field are within me still, and they remain
fresh and tender all these many years on.